Letting go

Everyday there is a new challenge and a new obstacle to tackle. I realize that I need to start letting somethings go and let myself open up. I have put up walls for so long that it will take sometime to let people in and grow as a person. Especially with the ones I love. I have often hid certain things that are too painful to talk about. I am so thankful to have my children and that I get to spend everyday with them and see them on a routine basis. I may wish to see them more but I realize that anytime with them is better than none. My daughter Willow has been sick recently and it has put things into perspective that I am one lucky mommy. Xander is such a bright young man with a lot of potential. I only wish I could give more to my kids. That is all I can write for now, time to try to get a little more sleep.

The American Dream

One day I wish to live in a house. Why is it that the american dream is not attainable currently? I would love to live in a house with my kids and have a dog. My children deserve to have a place to call home for a long time to come and not have to move because of leases and lack of space. We are view our country as such a powerful and knowledgeable country. It is not the truth. We are behind in education, infrastructure, and industry. If we want to step it up as a country we need to focus on these things in order to progress a a country. Well I have to cut this one short, the kids are needing some attention.