Letting go

Everyday there is a new challenge and a new obstacle to tackle. I realize that I need to start letting somethings go and let myself open up. I have put up walls for so long that it will take sometime to let people in and grow as a person. Especially with the ones I love. I have often hid certain things that are too painful to talk about. I am so thankful to have my children and that I get to spend everyday with them and see them on a routine basis. I may wish to see them more but I realize that anytime with them is better than none. My daughter Willow has been sick recently and it has put things into perspective that I am one lucky mommy. Xander is such a bright young man with a lot of potential. I only wish I could give more to my kids. That is all I can write for now, time to try to get a little more sleep.